{"id":2136,"date":"2025-07-11T13:39:11","date_gmt":"2025-07-11T20:39:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/alteritas\/?p=2136"},"modified":"2025-07-11T13:39:11","modified_gmt":"2025-07-11T20:39:11","slug":"distraught-dream","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/alteritas\/2025\/07\/11\/distraught-dream\/","title":{"rendered":"Distraught\u00a0 Dream"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><a href=\"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/translations\/distraught-dream\/\">https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/translations\/distraught-dream\/<\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/GXL\/?p=3502\">https:\/\/alteritas.net\/GXL\/?p=3502<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Alba <a href=\"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/inventory\/alba\/\">https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/inventory\/alba\/<\/a> <span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Ggl:<\/p>\n<p>A dusty cloud passed over the sun<\/p>\n<p>and laid the mountainside down<\/p>\n<p>to a winter camp<\/p>\n<p>for my beloved<\/p>\n<p>and her lover.<\/p>\n<p>A bridge swayed beneath my feet<\/p>\n<p>but my steps<\/p>\n<p>had no direction.<\/p>\n<p>It was as far over the bridge<\/p>\n<p>as I had come from my childhood.<\/p>\n<p>So death had to be found<\/p>\n<p>somewhere between me and the gray willows<\/p>\n<p>on the opposite bank.<\/p>\n<p>It all lasted less than a minute<\/p>\n<p>but the rest of the world.<\/p>\n<p><b>DISTRAUGHT DREAM<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Me:<\/p>\n<p>A burst of dust obscured the sun,<br \/>\nspilled down the mountain slopes<br \/>\nto the winter lair<\/p>\n<p>of my love<br \/>\nand her lover.<\/p>\n<p>A footbridge swayed under<br \/>\nmy steps as I stumbled<br \/>\non without direction.<\/p>\n<p>Just as far over that span<br \/>\nhave I come since childhood,<\/p>\n<p>so death will be met in its place<br \/>\nsomewhere between me now<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 <\/span><br \/>\nand those grey willows on the opposite shore.<\/p>\n<p>This all lasted less than an instant<br \/>\n\u2013 what remains of being. <span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><i>En st\u00f8vet sky gik for solen<br \/>\nog lagde bjergsiden ned<br \/>\ntil et vinterleje<br \/>\nfor min elskede<br \/>\nog hendes elsker.<\/i><i><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>En bro gungrede under mine f\u00f8dder,<br \/>\nmen mine skridt<br \/>\nhavde ingen retning.<\/i><i><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Der var lige s\u00e5 langt over broen<br \/>\nsom jeg var kommet fra min barndom.<\/i><i><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span>S\u00e5 d\u00f8den m\u00e5tte findes<br \/>\net sted mellem mig og de gr\u00e5 pile<br \/>\np\u00e5 den modsatte bred.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Det hele varede mindre end et minut<br \/>\nmen resten af verden.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/i><i><\/i><\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/inventory\/tethering-for-davo\/\">https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/inventory\/tethering-for-davo\/<\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/GXL\/?p=3444\">https:\/\/alteritas.net\/GXL\/?p=3444<\/a><\/p>\n<p>2015<\/p>\n<p>Our official wedding portrait. Thirty-nine years ago. \ud83d\udd25\u2665\ufe0f\ud83d\ude38 Tempus fugit cum gaudes \/ when you&#8217;re having fun.<\/p>\n<p>Submit Shinny somewhere<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/GXL\/?p=4537\">https:\/\/alteritas.net\/GXL\/?p=4537<\/a><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>Un chat parmi<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/plaint-of-a-slovak-poet-1976\/\">https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/plaint-of-a-slovak-poet-1976\/<\/a><\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>At a conference in Budapest in 1976, I fell in with some young Slovak scholars, tentatively, I imagined, in love with one of them. I wrote this poem recapitulating their description of their lives, trapped in Iron Curtain domesticity.<\/p>\n<p>Later, back in Canada, I glued a copy of Sylvia Plath\u2019s latest collection into the covers of Alice in Wonderland and, per instructions of the one who had caught my eye, mailed it to Bratislava.<\/p>\n<p>Never heard back if it made it through the censors<\/p>\n<p>This was the same folks about whom I did up a limerick, which read at the last session of the conference<\/p>\n<p>There once came some Slovaks to Budapest<\/p>\n<p>To sttend a big conference on the Metatext<\/p>\n<p>The lectures were deadly<\/p>\n<p>By we hung on steadily,<\/p>\n<p>And stuck up friendship twist East and West.<\/p>\n<p>Later in the same trip I was in Prague visiting Paul Wilson, an occasional member of the Plastic People of the Universe.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Occasional poetry<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/inventory\/still-life\/\">https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/inventory\/still-life\/<\/a><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Collations (2nd edition)<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/pushkins-plea\/\">https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/pushkins-plea\/<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Danishness : <a href=\"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/GXL\/?p=3502\">https:\/\/alteritas.net\/GXL\/?p=3502<\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/GXL\/?p=3480\">https:\/\/alteritas.net\/GXL\/?p=3480<\/a><\/p>\n<p>Latin lesson of the day.<\/p>\n<p>Sine pecunia tyrannus superare populum Romanum non poterit.<\/p>\n<p>A<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>tyrant will not be able to overcome the Roman people without money.<\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/translations\/the-strangest-of-all\/\">https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/translations\/the-strangest-of-all\/<\/a><\/p>\n<p>This deliberately flat anti-metaphysical poem by Alberto Caiero.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/comofazerumpoema.com\/poemas-de-alberto-caeiro-poesia\/\">https:\/\/comofazerumpoema.com\/poemas-de-alberto-caeiro-poesia\/<\/a><\/p>\n<p>I have tried to echo the deliberate flatness in this poem by one of Fernando Pessoa&#8217;s heteronyms, Alberto Caiero, whose works are &#8220;marked<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 <\/span>by rationality and objectivity&#8221;.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Do not be deceived by its ostensible simplicity, which can, in Portuguese, rely on the subjunctive in its last two lines.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0 \u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p>Do animals other than humans get Parkinson&#8217;s?<\/p>\n<p>In othrrer wordd, is PD aspecific to oit species?<\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/inventory\/dementia\/\">https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/inventory\/dementia\/<\/a><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/translations\/a-lamb-of-the-lord\/\">https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/translations\/a-lamb-of-the-lord\/<\/a><\/p>\n<p>From today, but forever,<\/p>\n<p>I know: The earth is truly warm-<\/p>\n<p>I give back the sting to the nettle<\/p>\n<p>and the thorns to the hedgehog.<\/p>\n<p>From today, everything is my patron saint<\/p>\n<p>and the whole world a willow cradle<\/p>\n<p>in which the gust of wind rocks us together<\/p>\n<p>and knots our breath.<\/p>\n<p>From now on and forever<br \/>\nI know that Earth is truly warm.<br \/>\nI give its sting back to the nettle,<br \/>\nto the hedgehog its thorn.<\/p>\n<p>From now on, the whole world<br \/>\nis my Protector, a\u00a0cradle of willow<br \/>\nwhere breezes rock and lull us<\/p>\n<p><span class=\"Apple-converted-space\">\u00a0<\/span>knitting our breath together.<\/p>\n<p><b>After Christine Lavant<\/b><b><\/b><\/p>\n<p><i>Seit heute, aber f\u00fcr immer,<br \/>\nwei\u00df ich: Die Erde ist wirklich warm-<br \/>\nich gebe der Nessel den Brand zur\u00fcck<br \/>\nund dem Igel die Stacheln.<\/i><i><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Seit heute ist alles mein Schutzpatron<br \/>\nund die ganze Welt eine Weidenwiege,<br \/>\ndarin uns der Windsto\u00df zusammenschaukelt<br \/>\nund unsren Atem verknotet.<\/i><i><\/i><\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p><i>Christine Lavant was an Austrian poet whose life was a vale of tears. Fortunately, for us, she discovered poetry after a mentor passed her a volume of Rilke. Christian mystics are these days few and far between, alas. She was one.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/en.m.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Christine_Lavant\">https:\/\/en.m.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Christine_Lavant<\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; \u00a0https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/translations\/distraught-dream\/ https:\/\/alteritas.net\/GXL\/?p=3502 Alba https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/inventory\/alba\/ \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 Ggl: A dusty cloud passed over the sun and laid the mountainside down to a winter camp for my beloved and her lover. A bridge swayed beneath my feet but my steps had no direction. It was as far over the bridge as I had come &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/alteritas\/2025\/07\/11\/distraught-dream\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;Distraught\u00a0 Dream&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[9],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2136","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-post"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/alteritas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2136","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/alteritas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/alteritas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/alteritas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/alteritas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2136"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/alteritas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2136\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2137,"href":"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/alteritas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2136\/revisions\/2137"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/alteritas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2136"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/alteritas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2136"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/alteritas\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2136"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}