{"id":3947,"date":"2019-04-11T11:03:47","date_gmt":"2019-04-11T18:03:47","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/?page_id=3947"},"modified":"2019-07-27T20:26:06","modified_gmt":"2019-07-28T03:26:06","slug":"my-drunken-boat","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/alteritas.net\/pastis\/translations\/my-drunken-boat\/","title":{"rendered":"My Drunken Boat"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: left;\">As I was being dragged down sluggish rivers<br \/>\nsuddenly I felt slip the ropes of my haulers.<br \/>\nWhooping redskins had emptied their quivers,<br \/>\nnailing them naked to stakes of many colours.<\/p>\n<p>I didn&#8217;t care a fig what happened to the crew<br \/>\nnor the cargo of Flemish wheat, English cotton.<br \/>\nOnce the drudges had ceased their ballyhoo<br \/>\nI let currents bear me where I\u2019d never gotten.<\/p>\n<p>That winter, dumber than the brain of a baby,<br \/>\nI crossed the furious chopline of tidal spew.<br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 1rem;\">Peninsulas shorn from their shores maybe<br \/>\n<\/span>never know such triumphant tohubohu.<\/p>\n<p><i>S<\/i>torms then consecrated my transfiguration.<br \/>\nFor days I bobbed, a lithe cork on the chaos<br \/>\nof swells which send many to their damnation.<br \/>\nNever did I miss the guiding eye of a lighthouse!<\/p>\n<p>Green water soaked the timbers of my deck,<br \/>\nsweet as to a child the pulp of a sour apple.<br \/>\nSwills of blue wine and gushes of vomit broke<br \/>\nover me, ripping away rudder and grapple.<\/p>\n<p>At long last I bathed in the Poem of the Sea,<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\"><br \/>\n<\/span>infused with lustrous stars like the Milky Way<br \/>\nglowing through aquamarine depths whence float free<br \/>\npallid, pensive corpses who have seen their day.<\/p>\n<p>Delirium and pulsing rhythms more intense<br \/>\nthan alcohol, more boundless than our lyres,<br \/>\nbeget love\u2019s sullen, bitter rubescence<br \/>\nand tinge the indigo with sunset\u2019s ruddy fires!<\/p>\n<p>I knew dark skies ablaze with lightning shocks,<br \/>\nwaterspouts, backwash, undertow. I knew twilight<br \/>\nand dawn exultant as doves rising in flocks.<br \/>\nI have seen what others thought they had in sight!<\/p>\n<p>I saw plunging suns, blotched with mystic terror,<br \/>\nshining on strands of purple clotted clutter<br \/>\nand, like masked actors faced with tragic error,<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\"><br \/>\n<\/span>distant waves closing a shivering shutter!<\/p>\n<p>And I dreamed a green night with dazzling snow,<br \/>\nkisses rising slowly to the eyelids of the main,<br \/>\nthe inner coursing of unknown saps aglow,<br \/>\nthe blue-yellow tones of a fluorescent strain!<\/p>\n<p>For whole months I followed like hysterical<br \/>\nherds the assault of swells on coral reefs<br \/>\nnever dreaming that Mary\u2019s chimerical<br \/>\nfeet could muzzle the Ocean\u2019s wheezy puffs!<\/p>\n<p>I crashed into fabulous Floridas where<br \/>\nflowers bore panthers\u2019 eyes in the skins of men.<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\"><br \/>\n<\/span>Rainbows like taut luminous bridles were<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\"><br \/>\n<\/span>tethered to squalid flocks beneath the sea\u2019s rim!<\/p>\n<p>I saw gigantic swamps in ferment, trawls<br \/>\nwhere a whole snagged whale rotted in mushy reeds!<br \/>\nThe precipitous collapse of waves in lulls<br \/>\nbetween storms which unleash chasms of cascades!<\/p>\n<p>Glaciers, silver suns, nacreous floods,<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\"><br \/>\n<\/span>skies on fire, foul harbors on brown shores of doom<br \/>\nwhere giant snakes smitten with bloodsucking slugs<br \/>\nflop like twisted trees, venting dark perfume!<\/p>\n<p>I would have loved to show a child the bream<br \/>\nswimming in this blue, these golden fish which sing<br \/>\nthe foam of flowers where I sought winter\u2019s dream,<br \/>\nthe ineffable winds on which I took wing.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes feeling martyred, of zones and poles spent,<br \/>\nmy lurching was calmed by the sobbing of the seas<br \/>\ntendered like a purfled blossom posy meant<br \/>\nfor me to take as would a woman on her knees \u2026.<\/p>\n<p>Almost an island, my tossing deck aswarm<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\"><br \/>\n<\/span>with pale-eyed gulls oozing slime and gossip,<br \/>\nI sailed on, watching the drowned in a storm<br \/>\nslip away and sink ass-first into deep sleep!<\/p>\n<p>But, veiled by the cove\u2019s hairy head<br \/>\nthen cast by tempest into birdless azure,<br \/>\nI would never fish out those waterlogged dead.<br \/>\nNeither would a square-rigger or man-of-war.<\/p>\n<p>Free, smoldering, from purple mist wrought,<br \/>\nI burst through the heavens\u2019 reddening wall<br \/>\nlugging sun-bathed lichens and cerulean snot,<br \/>\nexquisite conserves which hold poets in thrall.<\/p>\n<p>On I cruised, electric phases of the moon<br \/>\nlighting my mad bark, ushered by a black seahorse,<br \/>\nas July with its hammer blows of heat at noon<br \/>\nturned cyan skies into funnels of angry force.<\/p>\n<p>And I who, trembling, heard maelstroms roar and moan,<br \/>\nfifty leagues away, behemoth mating calls,<br \/>\nminer of yore of the deepest cobalt known,<span class=\"Apple-converted-space\"><br \/>\n<\/span>I grieve now for Europe and its crumbling walls.<\/p>\n<p>I saw archipelagos, atolls whose sidereal<br \/>\nempyrean can be glimpsed only from an isle.<br \/>\n\u201cO countless golden birds, O vigorous Real,<br \/>\nis it in these bottomless nights you sleep in exile?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>True, I wept too much. Dawns are full of horror.<br \/>\nEvery moon is atrocious; bitter, all suns.<br \/>\nAcrid love has brought but thrilling torpor.<br \/>\nO let my keel split! Take me where the sea runs!<\/p>\n<p>The chill murk of a puddle is all I wish<br \/>\nin Europe! Under a fragrant twilight sky<br \/>\na wistful child would crouch there with a flourish<br \/>\nto launch a boat frail as a May butterfly.<\/p>\n<p>O Seas, I can no longer abide the aims<br \/>\nof merchant ships, their wakes and waves,<br \/>\nnor suffer the pride of flags and oriflames,<br \/>\nnor brook the horrid gaze of galley slaves.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">*<\/p>\n<p><i>Comme je descendais des Fleuves impassibles,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Je ne me sentis plus guid\u00e9 par les haleurs\u00a0:<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Des Peaux-Rouges criards les avaient pris pour cibles,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Les ayant clou\u00e9s nus aux poteaux de couleurs.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>J\u2019\u00e9tais insoucieux de tous les \u00e9quipages,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Porteur de bl\u00e9s flamands ou de cotons anglais.<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Quand avec mes haleurs ont fini ces tapages,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Les Fleuves m\u2019ont laiss\u00e9 descendre o\u00f9 je voulais.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Dans les clapotements furieux des mar\u00e9es,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Moi, l\u2019autre hiver, plus sourd que les cerveaux d\u2019enfants,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Je courus\u00a0! Et les P\u00e9ninsules d\u00e9marr\u00e9es<br \/>\n<\/i><i>N\u2019ont pas subi tohu-bohus plus triomphants.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>La temp\u00eate a b\u00e9ni mes \u00e9veils maritimes.<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Plus l\u00e9ger qu\u2019un bouchon j\u2019ai dans\u00e9 sur les flots<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Qu\u2019on appelle rouleurs \u00e9ternels de victimes,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Dix nuits, sans regretter l\u2019\u0153il niais des falots\u00a0!<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Plus douce qu\u2019aux enfants la chair des pommes sures,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>L\u2019eau verte p\u00e9n\u00e9tra ma coque de sapin<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Et des taches de vins bleus et des vomissures<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Me lava, dispersant gouvernail et grappin.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Et d\u00e8s lors, je me suis baign\u00e9 dans le Po\u00e8me<br \/>\n<\/i><i>De la Mer, infus\u00e9 d\u2019astres, et lactescent,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>D\u00e9vorant les azurs verts\u00a0; o\u00f9, flottaison bl\u00eame<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Et ravie, un noy\u00e9 pensif parfois descend\u00a0;<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>O\u00f9, teignant tout \u00e0 coup les bleuit\u00e9s, d\u00e9lires<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Et rythmes lents sous les rutilements du jour,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Plus fortes que l\u2019alcool, plus vastes que nos lyres,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Fermentent les rousseurs am\u00e8res de l\u2019amour\u00a0!<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Je sais les cieux crevant en \u00e9clairs, et les trombes<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Et les ressacs, et les courants\u00a0: je sais le soir,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>L\u2019Aube exalt\u00e9e ainsi qu\u2019un peuple de colombes,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Et j\u2019ai vu quelquefois ce que l\u2019homme a cru voir\u00a0!<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>J\u2019ai vu le soleil bas, tach\u00e9 d\u2019horreurs mystiques,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Illuminant de longs figements violets,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Pareils \u00e0 des acteurs de drames tr\u00e8s antiques<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Les flots roulant au loin leurs frissons de volets\u00a0!<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>J\u2019ai r\u00eav\u00e9 la nuit verte aux neiges \u00e9blouies,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Baisers montant aux yeux des mers avec lenteurs,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>La circulation des s\u00e8ves inou\u00efes,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Et l\u2019\u00e9veil jaune et bleu des phosphores chanteurs\u00a0!<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>J\u2019ai suivi, des mois pleins, pareille aux vacheries<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Hyst\u00e9riques, la houle \u00e0 l\u2019assaut des r\u00e9cifs,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Sans songer que les pieds lumineux des Maries<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Pussent forcer le mufle aux Oc\u00e9ans poussifs\u00a0!<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>J\u2019ai heurt\u00e9, savez-vous, d\u2019incroyables Florides<br \/>\n<\/i><i>M\u00ealant aux fleurs des yeux de panth\u00e8res \u00e0 peaux<br \/>\n<\/i><i>D\u2019hommes\u00a0! Des arcs-en-ciel tendus comme des brides<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Sous l\u2019horizon des mers, \u00e0 de glauques troupeaux\u00a0!<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>J\u2019ai vu fermenter les marais \u00e9normes, nasses<br \/>\n<\/i><i>O\u00f9 pourrit dans les joncs tout un L\u00e9viathan\u00a0!<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Des \u00e9croulements d\u2019eaux au milieu des bonaces,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Et les lointains vers les gouffres cataractant\u00a0!<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Glaciers, soleils d\u2019argent, flots nacreux, cieux de braises\u00a0!<br \/>\n<\/i><i>\u00c9chouages hideux au fond des golfes bruns<br \/>\n<\/i><i>O\u00f9 les serpents g\u00e9ants d\u00e9vor\u00e9s des punaises<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Choient, des arbres tordus, avec de noirs parfums\u00a0!<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>J\u2019aurais voulu montrer aux enfants ces dorades<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Du flot bleu, ces poissons d\u2019or, ces poissons chantants.<br \/>\n<\/i><i>\u2014 Des \u00e9cumes de fleurs ont berc\u00e9 mes d\u00e9rades<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Et d\u2019ineffables vents m\u2019ont ail\u00e9 par instants.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Parfois, martyr lass\u00e9 des p\u00f4les et des zones,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>La mer dont le sanglot faisait mon roulis doux<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Montait vers moi ses fleurs d\u2019ombre aux ventouses jaunes<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Et je restais, ainsi qu\u2019une femme \u00e0 genoux\u2026<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Presque \u00eele, ballottant sur mes bords les querelles<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Et les fientes d\u2019oiseaux clabaudeurs aux yeux blonds.<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Et je voguais, lorsqu\u2019\u00e0 travers mes liens fr\u00eales<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Des noy\u00e9s descendaient dormir, \u00e0 reculons\u00a0!<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Or moi, bateau perdu sous les cheveux des anses,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Jet\u00e9 par l\u2019ouragan dans l\u2019\u00e9ther sans oiseau,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Moi dont les Monitors et les voiliers des Hanses<br \/>\n<\/i><i>N\u2019auraient pas rep\u00each\u00e9 la carcasse ivre d\u2019eau\u00a0;<br \/>\n<\/i><i><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Libre, fumant, mont\u00e9 de brumes violettes<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Moi qui trouais le ciel rougeoyant comme un mur<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Qui porte, confiture exquise aux bons po\u00e8tes,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Des lichens de soleil et des morves d\u2019azur\u00a0;<br \/>\n<\/i><i><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Qui courais, tach\u00e9 de lunules \u00e9lectriques,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Planche folle, escort\u00e9 des hippocampes noirs,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Quand les juillets faisaient crouler \u00e0 coups de triques<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Les cieux ultramarins aux ardents entonnoirs\u00a0;<br \/>\n<\/i><i><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Moi qui tremblais, sentant geindre \u00e0 cinquante lieues<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Le rut des B\u00e9h\u00e9mots et les Maelstroms \u00e9pais,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Fileur \u00e9ternel des immobilit\u00e9s bleues,<br \/>\n<\/i><i><\/i><i>Je regrette l\u2019Europe aux anciens parapets\u00a0!<br \/>\n<\/i><i><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>J\u2019ai vu des archipels sid\u00e9raux\u00a0! et des \u00eeles<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Dont les cieux d\u00e9lirants sont ouverts au vogueur\u00a0:<br \/>\n<\/i><i>\u2014 Est-ce en ces nuits sans fonds que tu dors et t\u2019exiles,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Million d\u2019oiseaux d\u2019or, \u00f4 future Vigueur\u00a0?<br \/>\n<\/i><i><\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Mais, vrai, j\u2019ai trop pleur\u00e9\u00a0! Les Aubes sont navrantes.<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Toute lune est atroce et tout soleil amer\u00a0:<br \/>\n<\/i><i>L\u2019\u00e2cre amour m\u2019a gonfl\u00e9 de torpeurs enivrantes.<br \/>\n<\/i><i>\u00d4 que ma quille \u00e9clate\u00a0! \u00d4 que j\u2019aille \u00e0 la mer\u00a0!<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Si je d\u00e9sire une eau d\u2019Europe, c\u2019est la flache<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Noire et froide o\u00f9 vers le cr\u00e9puscule embaum\u00e9<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Un enfant accroupi, plein de tristesse, l\u00e2che<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Un bateau fr\u00eale comme un papillon de mai.<\/i><\/p>\n<p><i>Je ne puis plus, baign\u00e9 de vos langueurs, \u00f4 lames,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Enlever leur sillage aux porteurs de cotons,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Ni traverser l\u2019orgueil des drapeaux et des flammes,<br \/>\n<\/i><i>Ni nager sous les yeux horribles des pontons.<\/i><\/p>\n<!-- AddThis Advanced Settings generic via filter on the_content --><!-- AddThis Share Buttons generic via filter on the_content -->","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>As I was being dragged down sluggish rivers suddenly I felt slip the ropes of my haulers. Whooping redskins had emptied their quivers, nailing them naked to stakes of many colours. I didn&#8217;t care a fig what happened to the crew nor the cargo of Flemish wheat, English cotton. 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