Heroic Age

Those  who speak 
of aging as a curse
sense the days they eke 
out could get worse.

By habit they hallow 
victories of the young,
whose run becomes hollow
, soon enough unsung.

As bursts of sprint 
merge into marathon
they reinvent 
the measure of having won.

Speed yields to distance.
 The brio of dash
topples before persistence, which trumps flash.

And as they turn to lope, 
aiming to come in last,
this remains their hope: 
cross not sooner but fast.

***
I’ve tweaked this poem, written for the 2012 Olympics, shifting it from the somewhat maudlin first person to the third. To my present ear, it works better, though no one should have any illusion that these kinds of thoughts are likely to occur to anyone who has not himself begun to reinvent the measure of having won. In The Skin of Things.

A Session of Therapy

I was browsing recently in the works of my late friend Georg Garner, about whom I have written at some length already. This is what I stumbled on.

“[Il y a eu] un certain développement historique qui fait que, désormais, il faut faire tout un parcours psychanalytique pour retrouver l’Autre à l’intérieur, et non pas dans cette extériorité que le social aussi bien que le médiatique lui réservent.” (Les travaux d’Oedipe, p. 25.)

The way history has evolved we must from now on resort to psychoanalysis in order to find the Other within ourselves and not in the outer realm where society and its media project it.

***
The same day the following poem emerged: 

When it comes to incinerating
ants with a magnifying glass
or capturing bees bare-handed
to sequester them in old jam jars
filled with honeysuckle, breathing holes
punched by nail through their tin lids,
I’m passed master, though these minor
feats lie indistinct in the past.
The cruelty I practice now
begins with my own self, whom
I treat more like a bee than an ant.

***
In Truth Serum