Shinny

I was a boy myself once so don’t need
much told me about trees. I know to hide
in their boughs and filch their illicit fruit
before it falls to the ground and takes root.
I know to shinny up high then clamber
to where branches thin and the climber
feels a pit suddenly yawn in his guts,
up where twigs extend to buds, where height hurts.
Something about a tree doesn’t really mind
the theft of its fruit. A tree is resigned
to a boy swaying in his tenuous
crotch, dizzy at his chosen precipice.
Something about a tree wants to be climbed.
Something about a boy wants to climb it.

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Probably the less said about this poem, the better: a distant echo of Frost’s “Birches”, this crypto-sonnet bears the alternative title “Onanism”. Related to this earlier poem, “Sad To Be a Child”.

Jetlag, aka μετεμψύχωσις

Landing at night on a motherboard
glowing of neon and amber,
I’m on a leg to another flight.
Whither or why? There’s no answer.

Through the smudged glare of reading lights
I see particles pulsing below,
en route like me, in steady state,
an alternating circular flow.

Why land, if then to carry on?
Why fly, if only to fly again?
Attraction, repulsion, motion itself,
aren’t hubris or vanity, just vain.

***
Aka metempsychosis. I surprised myself with this palimpsest of aviation, electronics and reincarnation, or at least implied resistance to such.