Shinny

I was a boy myself once so don’t need
much told me about trees. I know to hide
in their boughs and filch their illicit fruit
before it falls to the ground and takes root.
I know to shinny up high then clamber
to where branches thin and the climber
feels a pit suddenly yawn in his guts,
up where twigs extend to buds, where height hurts.
Something about a tree doesn’t really mind
the theft of its fruit. A tree is resigned
to a boy swaying in his tenuous
crotch, dizzy at his chosen precipice.
Something about a tree wants to be climbed.
Something about a boy wants to climb it.

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Probably the less said about this poem, the better: a distant echo of Frost’s “Birches”, this crypto-sonnet bears the alternative title “Onanism”. Related to this earlier poem, “Sad To Be a Child”.

At the Zoo

I saw my own mother, captive
gorilla in the humid luminescence
of the pit at the zoo.

Some sort of fight was going on.
she was cowering under a chlorinated
waterfall, wrists to her ears, red-eyed.

Punks among us on the public concourse
taunted my father. He rampaged
round the jungle of house plants,

Prehensile feet slipping on patio slabs,
slamming into the steel door.